"Live life as it should be,
March 7th, 2002
"I miss you Florence."
Just those 4 words alone left me at a loss for words. And the little 'hug' icon after it made it worse.
What do you say to someone whom you care a lot for and who cares for you just as much in return but whom chose to leave the country to a faraway place?
Maybe he didn't have a choice but what do you say?
"Serves you right"?
That sounds so callous. So what do you say?
I had no words so I did not say a word and the person on the other side waits for "I miss you too".
And as he waits he comes to the conclusion, "She doesn't miss me as much as she did anymore." Maybe the truth is, she doesn't know whether she has a right to after all that has happened, the telephone call with his mother and the conversation that led to the break-up, rather, the so-called break-up.
It's so difficult to not communicate to each other anymore, difficult to envision not being able to call each other names and type those cute little emoticons. It's like an addiction. We're just addicted to each other. Who could forsee that we would find each other so adorable? :P
Ah, love ... They say it is better to have loved and lost then not to have loved at all. But when your heart is breaking and it's raining inside, would you remember that? Would you open your heart again? Once bitten, twice shy. Maybe you try again but it happens a second time so what do you do?
Have faith in love and try again?