The Kissing Hill

It came naturally. Kissing, I mean and I love it, in fact, I am mad about it, always wanting to kiss him whenever I look at him, so irresistible.

Ever since I knew about kissing, I hated it, especially the thought of having someone else's tongue in your mouth and all the saliva mixing about. Ugh, gross! My friends told me that it would come naturally with someone you had feelings for but I did not believe it.

I had a few experiences kissing guys or rather they kissing me and I didn't even respond. I felt like they were kissing a wooden doll, pressing their lips onto mine and pushing their tongue in and I didn't like it. My ex-boyfriend never kissed me so I didn't know how kissing was like with him. Maybe I would have disliked it.

The first kiss I had was nothing. All the time I was thinking that they had to have a manual published on the mechanics of kissing. But when he (the man I currently and always will love) kissed me for the first time on that hill in that recreation park not far from Subang Parade, it was as natural as life itself, as if we were meant to be.

It was his first and it was the first real kiss for me for I didn't think at all about the mechanics of it, it was pure instinct. When you sat on that hill, you could see the whole of the park and it was beautiful that night with the moon shining on the lake and we even had fireflies flickering around us. It was the most perfect of perfect nights. We laughed, talked while kissing and touching all at once. A kissing mania, that's what we have, he said and we still do. And he nicknamed the hill, 'The Kissing Hill'.

We left the hill and came down to reality, holding hands, crossing the road to the shoplots where he had parked his car. There were a few food shops open and we decided to have 'teh tarik' but as we were driving to a particular shop nearby, we noticed everyone sitting outside the shop was smiling at us. We gave 'teh tarik' a miss that night.

Why? Because as we passed, I noticed that the people there had a good view of the park, especially the hill that we were on and I was wearing white.